Hello September ~

September huh .

Shall do more revision work .

Especially Physics and Chemistry .

And she wants her relationship with him improve .

It feels weird not seeing him already .

Maybe he forgets about her .

*shrugs*

"Deep inside, I'm breaking. Hurry up and rescue me,"

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Care & Share Day ~

Hey there ! Today was ohkayyy . Yeah , more or less . It was Care & Share Day today and her class was on duty today .It's like a class selling stuff and get profit and the profit will goto the needy .Yeah , something like that . She brought her popcorn machine that her aunt gave her to school . It was a mini popper machine but yeah , it was still big . But who cares ?Went to school , got gawked at . -.-Anyway , she can't wait for recess . The people involved in the event canget to go for recess 20 minutes earlier . :DShe was inside and YEAHHH , she got to bypass Physics . Sigh , but too bad she wasn't an expert at physics . -.-Anyway , it appeared that more than the people chosen went outbefore recess . Best time to skip lesson is it ?HEEHEE . Anyway , she made the butter and sugar mixture and then when she went back tothe popper machine , she saw her friends making popcorn . -.-IT WAS POPPING ALL OVER THE PLACE ! Her friend mixed the mixture with the popcorn and she packed them up intoa plastic to sell it . IT WAS WEIRD BECAUSE HER CLASSMATES SAID IT WAS DISGUSTING . she laughed of course . But the even weirder part was that everything was sold out . HARRHARR . They also made pancakes and the patrons can put their desired toppings . She bought a pancake and put her favourite topping .NUTELLAAA ! HEEHEE . Such a longg recess and we even dragged after the end of recess that the teacher in the next lesson came to help us !LOL MUCH ?

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She saw ~

Hello , shes still trying to get over it , So don't worry . (:She'll get use to it and after that , act normal. sigh , Today , she saw him again . Walking with his usual friends . He had a very big major exam coming out in just 18 days . Thats maybe why she don't see him very often .Anyway , today there was guides and she skipped half of it to do an ITSK (IT skills) project that must be submitted by tomorrow.It was kinda fun , (she was with a friend) because they werethe only ones in the lab and it was like almost below 14 degrees ! SO YEAH , IT WAS FRIGGING COLD . Luckily , she brought her jacket and yeah , they started doing work untiltheir fingers gone numb because of the coldness.There wasn't any teachers there they went to youtube and listen to songs at a maximum level . (:Most of them were taylor swift's songs by the way . SHE LOVES TAYLOR SWIFT !After finishing , her photoshop project , they went to guides and join in for anotherresearch and blablablablbla , it went on until the end of guides .The whole cluster of guides went home together , including her andher friend and they went to a bookstore to buy Chem and Phy AssesmentBooks . Like seriously , she is sooooo weak in Chem and Phy she got a U grade for her science . After that , she looked at the cooking recipes and then went home . Bought ice-cream along the way and shared it with a friend .(:That is a good deed btw .
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Like Bitch Please ~

Hey there ~Things aren't getting better .Firstly , she wanted to apologise for the delay of posting and second , Thanks for following @RadioTower .(:So , now , lets get to the main point. School just started a week ago and now a lot of problemscame popping up and she doesnt want to go to school anymore . She didn't know why but she felt that after that 1 week of holiday , she felt like shes so distant from her best friend. And when she finally heard the news when she came back to school ;her friend dumped her for another friend .Of course she felt betrayed and heartbroken . Don't expect her to not have feelings .You may see her smile , laugh and talk like nothing's happened , but deep down, she's breaking inside . She ever wondered whether she had done wrong .Whether she deserved this .Whether she treated you wrong . But nothing popped out. NOTHING . If only you'd knew what she's really worried and thinking about .):It's ohkay though . She's not a girl that complains but doesn't do things . Of course she does things . She'll eventually move on and forget of all the stuff that ever happened to them . Everything . She'll forget them all .

"I'll forget them all,"
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Someday ~

Someday , she wishes that her feelings would be heard .And she hopes that he'll fall for her too . She's seen her friends with their lovers and she wonderedwhere's hers . But she knew that love wouldn't happen so suddenly and that it'll take time . Sigh , #FOREVERALONE CURRENTLY .
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Sleepless night ~

Hey there . (: It was a sleepless night for her yesterday . And it was all her sister's fault .She's such a bloody bitch . She don't really know what's her sister's problem .And then because of her sister ,she thought of things that she don't want to remember andthat made her cry to sleep . stupid stupid stupid sister .
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Her heart ~

Her heart is yours , but will you accept it ?
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You never did ~

You never did say hello . You just stared . How was she supposed to know ?You sometimes made her feel like she has false hopes . But she still wishes that you would have the exact same feelings for her . False hopes . ):
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Your smile ~

She still remembers your smile from2 months ago ~
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Goodmorning ! ~

hey there .

(:

Gooddmorning !

This was supposed to be posted like at 9 plus because that's when she woke up

and went straightly to blogger but the thing is

she forgot to

press 'publish post' .

T_T

Anywayyy , today she's going out ,

and she don't think she'll be posting in the evening like always .

Sighsigh .

Just now , she was browsing pictures until one of the pics

caught her eye .

Its a picture of a girl and a guy holding hands

and then she thoughts about her and that person .

):

OMG , SHES SO FOREVER ALONE !

Maybe , she's designed to be with nobody .

Aghh , the horror of everything .

:/

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